I planned on transferring from my Los Angeles Whole Foods to the New York Whole Foods of my choice.
I also planned on moving even closer to my nearest and vocation(my music) with more of a pioneering spirit.
As these are cross ambitions, only one would survive. As the universe is very indulgent, it will offer up the opprotunity for what you most think about and what you ask for.
When I ended my three-week long phone-tag with these potential employers with a no....I was relieved. I was so at peace that from the outside, it looked like depression. there were no thoughts, no emotions, just a calm that could not be replicated by anything other than an animal doing something that is both evolving and inherent.
I say this in the face of "risk" and "failure" with a profound joy that has taken over my body and decided to stay. I welcome this new-found-me and shed the skin while paying the price for coming into my own.....gratefully. Humbled and exalted.
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